WHEN AM I GOING TO START DRAWING AGAIN AND STOP THE DOODLES?
I have no inspiration, THE FRIDGE killed my brain and now won't leave my mind; it haunts Cylux as well. Where do you go to find inspiration? Does inspiration just appear one day? Will this FRIDGE ever leave me alone? Will my parents accept the fact I'm not normal? These are the questions that haunt me.

The sleepover was so much fun, just like normal Cylux and I stayed up most the night except for like an hour but Jixule fell asleep. We had strudel and cheesecake, a ton of sweets (which we didn't finish!), ice cream (we ate like a tub and a half between us) and we watched random dvds. We played on the swing and ran around Cylux's garden at midnight and it was really warm but still quite light. After that we got told by Lucy's mum to came inside and stop disturbing the neighbors. This is when we went upstairs and talked/bitched about stuff. Jixule fell asleep so Cylux and I started talking about Organization XIII, 7th Disorder, friends, the past, "THE FRIDGE", boys, etc. But after only having like an hour sleep we were quite the hyper people and drew random doodles with chalk (vampire vexen and his tea cosy)! After that we played on the wii for ages and decided to have themed sleepovers so we don't get bored; there was like pirates, ninjas etc and it was really crazy! This is the first time I have worn my pajamas all day long, it's so strange!

I really need help with this lack of inspiration thing; I haven't started or finished a drawing in ages! Stupid FRIDGE; that english teacher, it's all her fault!

*runs to plan people's death!"